Saturday, August 8, 2009

Always Keep The Faith. Five is ONE

I'm really proud for being part of Cassiopeia+Bigeast+TVXQ international fans

the love spread by the Dong Bang boys and the Cassies are so warmhearted.
during this hard time for both TVXQ and the Cassies around the world, we need to be strong and support the boys together.

Lets pray for the best, everyone!

Always Keep The Faith: Message from International Fans to TVXQ

Part 1

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Part 2

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Part 3

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Part 4

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Part 5

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Part 6

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Part 7

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Part 8

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Part 9

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Part 10

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Part 11

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Part 12

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credit from Cassiopeia + Bigeast + international fans from all over the world

Monday, August 3, 2009

They have to be happy

I'm in a total boredom right now.
shoot. what should i do? it feels so uncomfortable
actually, there are many things to do. but i don;t know why, i just feel nothing.
it's empty
*i know, yellowmellow mode on*

currently, i'm in the progress of doing my big fat assignments.
i'm reading the textbook, and i found out that there're 3 perspectives exist in this world (from sociological point of view). they are: modernist, symbolic interpretive, and post-modernist

there's a question:

if a tree in the forest fall, and no one is there to hear it, does it make a sound?

from modernist point of view:
of course it makes a sound, and it could be measures. the reality is independent, regardless of whether there's some one there hearing the sound or not. it's logical that the thing make a sound.

from symbolic interpretive point of view:
there's no way we could find out whether it made a sound or not, because no one was there to experience it. reality happens from the individual's perspective. reality is based on the assumptions people make about it.

from post-modernist point of view:
*they will throw more questions * like...
'who has the right to ask and answsuch question?

this is how the 3 perspectives are different from one another. but post-modernist is still under development, and still being argued if it's actually exist or not.

Hatch, Mary J. and Cunliffe, Ann L., 2006, Organisation Theory, 2nd edition, Oxford University Press: Oxford

okay, i went so......... bored to made me writing this. but i got overwhelmed.
right now i feel like kissing Yunho. mwwahhh... oppa, give me vitamin!!! okay?

aigoooo his face when he said 'i don't have a girlfriend yet' gosh.... so adorable...hahaha...or is it just me?!!! *bias bias* *blush blush* >_<

How I wish their problem right now is not exist, but....
maybe it's going overboard. maybe they can't handle it anymore.
but why only Jaejoong, Junsu, and Yoochun filed a lawsuit against SM Entertainment?
why Yunho & Changmin didn't.
I supposed it's because they have responsibility and contracts over the drama that they're working into right now.

I hope everything is okay
I don't care the final results, thou.
That should be the best way. I'm supporting all 5 of them.
I believe in them, and everything they do must have been thought thousands times.

because they have to be happy.
My Hero, My Max, My U-know, My Xiah, My Micky

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

what parents are

I was just finish watching a korean drama, 'Shining Inheritance' or in hangeul 찬란한 유산. it was such a good drama, heart warming, with a lot of norms and values contained in it.

one of the best lesson told there was:

there was a son trying to sell his father's heart.
he took it away and was running away
but he fell down.
he dropped the heart on the ground
the heart, covered in dirt, said... 'child, are you okay?'

that's what parents are

an unconditional love

most of the children don't realize the parents' love towards their children,
including me.
the story told in the drama taught me about it, even though little by little.
hopefully i'm heading to be a better child.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Unveiling the Sixth Sense

Actually, I've watch this last semester at my Entrepreneurial class. but it's worth sharing.

"This demo -- from Pattie Maes' lab at MIT, spearheaded by Pranav Mistry -- was the buzz of TED. It's a wearable device with a projector that paves the way for profound interaction with our environment. Imagine "Minority Report" and then some." Ted conferences, LLC, 2009.

It's unbelievably significant, rite? the fast forward of technology. Gosh. and the guy is genius.
we could even scan everything to help us make decisions for everything. even the tiny lil' thing.
It happens by the miracles of internet. i can't imagine how life would be without internet.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Quotes time

My friend, who's feeling blue, has a hobby to make quotes of his life. and he gave me these quotes made by him:

credited: Rendra Ferdian

Who do you turn to when the only person in the world that can stop you from crying is exactly the one making you cry?

I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find someone new, I won't be alone, and I won't be with you... You're waiting for me, to crawl back to your side but no..not this time, I'm keeping my pride .. So goodbye forever, I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time, but I'll be okay

I thought I was finally getting over him and actually believing I didn't love him anymore, I was finally excepting the fact that I couldn't have him and that I didn't want him, but then... he smiled and ruined it all

Someday you'll cry for me like I cried for you...
Someday you'll miss me like I missed you...
Someday you'll need me like I needed you...
Someday you'll love me BUT I won't love you!

boy : i saw her today
girl: i saw him today
boy : it seems like its been forever
girl: i wonder if he still cares
boy : she looks better than before
girl: i couldnt help staring at him
boy : i asked her how things were going
girl: i asked about his new girlfriend
boy : id choose her over any girl i'm with
girl: hes probably really happy now
boy : i couldnt look at her without starting to cry
girl: he couldnt even look at me
boy : i told her i missed her
girl: he doesnt miss me
boy : i meant it
girl: he didnt mean it
boy : i love her
girl: he loves his new girlfriend
boy : i held her for the last time
girl: he gave me a friendly hug
boy : then i went home and cried
girl: then i went home and cried
boy : i lost her
girl: i love him *(credit: internet)

It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does

to Rendra.... thanks for the quotes.... and lets laugh at our stupidity.

Friday, July 3, 2009

what's written on a truck

today i saw my facebook friend's page. and i found this as his status updates.

kata2 di mobil truk?
  1. kutunggu jandamu
  2. cintamu tak semurni bensinku
  3. pergi karena tugas..., pulang karena beras...
  4. besar di rantau..., tua di jalan...
  5. selingkuh tak selamanya indah
  7. mencari nafkah demi desah *WTF? LOL*
  8. tak sehina yang kau duga
  9. Biar Miskin Asal Sombong
hahahaha interesting!

credits: chachu uchu@fb + nawir cozy @fb

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

my soundtrack of the day

What day is it today? i can't remember
i'm still lazying around at home. browsing. watching. and facebooking

currently i'm listening to Tohoshinki's 'Stand by You' song.
and it just match my current feeling right now!!! my current condition. bleh~~~
here it is..

cre: chocojournal @youtube

the english translation:

Stand By You - Tohoshinki

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

credits: linhkawaii @LJ + tvxqfever.blogspot + dbskarchives.blogspot